I will!

Tell me that i cant do something and i will do it! Thats just how i am. Say i wont or i dont have the guts well then i will do it twice! If ya say ya dont think its a good idea then i will make it a good idea. Anythings possible ya just gotta believe it and beilieve in yourself thats the only way ya get anywhere in life. Set ya mind on it and anything is possible! Believe me i live by that motto and it has gotten me far - it made me who i am! Try it im pretty sure it will work for you!

Get it Right

Why the hell do i always have to get it right! Have to fit into what everybody else wants - well i dont have to but i know i wont get anywhere if i dont. Always gotta pass this test or that and i dont just mean written tests either plenty of things cross ya along the way. The one that is worring me the most rite now is my full lisence test. Its three days away and i aint paying that much money to drive some funny guy around and not takin anythin from it! That would just suck. Cos i wanna drive at 3am and not worry bout it! That and i have all these books i have to do for work - some retail certificate and we have to get 100% to pass how lame is that! Its so time consuming but i gotta do it to get anywhere. And tht has been wht life was about since day one. Im sure that is why my hand writing is so bad - one of the few things i remember from primary was being told of cos my letter 'f's look like crap and what do ya know to this day my 'f's are soooooo lousy they really look like something ya could go fishin with! Ya know what im gonna do somethin wrong tomorow and i dont care what anyone thinks! Only somethin little though dont worry im not gonna go on some suicide mission or nothin. Why should i go out of my way to please all the time!

why so many choices

Life just has so many decisions! I can never decide cos there is just so much to decide about. We make hundreds of decisions and take so many risks everyday. Some are small but many are also big! I suppose it makes life exciting but sometimes i wish it wouldnt! One thing nagged me all day today! Another has been nagging me for about a month cos its such a risk either way i go! Its one of those ones thats constantly tickin over in ya mind that ya just cant get rid of! And even if ya decide it will still leave ya wonderin for ages if ya made the right choice! Then ya got the ones that only last 5 mins and then ya forget bout it but they still add to the stress of the day and if ya day aint stressfull now then make up ya mind a few more times and it could be!